I Love You

Let me swin in your eyes
shimmering waves of color enthrall me
How I miss getting lost in their depths
The velvet touch of your lips
as we drown in a passionate abyss

If death be our love
then let me breathe no more
You can be my Angel
come to take me home
My Angelic Reaper I adore

With my teeth in your flesh
your back marred by my claws
While I feel you inside me
filling me full, and stretching me tight

Your mine
I've marked you with my scent
I've loved you with my body
and the power has bound us tightly

Can you feel me
as the wind blows against your skin?
That is my love for you
completely free of sin.

-for Doug-

Perfect Love Perfect Trust

Longing ache inside
I can barely hide
each throb a painful hurt
of missing those warm lips

What is soon?
We've waited long enough
for us
Come quickly to me my love
so I can hold you

in Perfect love and Trust

Never Part

How I miss your handsome face
The longing I feel right now, makes me feel out of place
My love for you is so deep and so strong
where no force can break it, or make it go wrong
Through miles we are yet again apart
you took with you on that plane, my heart
To keep a part of me with you until you return for good
and then, my love, we'll never part.

Heaven Cries

Drops fall from the sky
It feels like heaven cries
Time passes by slowly
I wish I could have said goodbye
You've been gone a year now
It still seems like yesterday
I miss that part of me
I don't want to let go
As I look to the rain filled sky
Can you hear the soft echo in my heart?
Can you feel the heat of my grieving tears
Mixing with the cleansing cold ones of yours?
Your gone and I still don't know what to do
Your not coming back to me, are you
So many things I wish I could say
I guess I'll just have to let the rain carry them away
To you.

Behold

Whispered voices in the dark
the steady pounding of two hearts
caress my soul with yours
bathe me in the power of love
that you feel

I am yours completely
for me there is no other
two mirrors facing each other
My love, I'm so glad you found me

I've waited
I've prayed
I've tried
and had failed
They just weren't you
Lover's compared, and just pale

So hold me close
don't ever let me go
I've finally found my one true love
and it's beautiful to behold

Spellbound

Spell bound am I
with the very sound of your name
How I wish you near
my love so dear

You inspire me with your love
as I lie here, in the dark
to listen to you breathe
and dreaming I hope,
of me

-for Doug-

Destiny

A New purpose
a new destiny
awaits within your eyes

The peace of a soul
to last lifetimes
hides sleeping in your smile

All sorrows die away
when your voice caresses my soul
The truest love is binding us
and will one day unite us whole

Ghazal

Wolves running through the trees
Wild and so free.
Stalking their prey without laws
How nice it is to be free.
To sing at the moon without a care
So happy they are to be free.
And mating just once, until the day they die
If we could only be just as free.

Cinquain (modern)

Drums
Hard, Fast
a heart beating
a new day dawning
dancing.

Cinquain (traditional)

The voice
Clear and unique
Carries across the stage
into the sea of people there
watching.

-Image-

Gentle Vibrations of the guitar
Caress my soul
like the velvet fingers
of a lover against my skin

The Storm of you

Thunder rolls across the sky
and rumbles loudly
within the chambers of my heart
When you look into my eyes

Lightning crackles and lights the night
Like this raging storm
that rips throughout my soul
When I feel your presence next to me

Heaven's tears contain my fired spirit
cooling the fever, left by your touch
You are, so sweet and wild
and I love you though I shouldn't

Only you can control me
You are what tames me
You are what stills me
You are what makes me whole.

While I Scream

did you lie to me?
again, like before?
what do you take me for?
a stupid whore?

No.
That would be you
a whore to your lies
what else is fucking new?

I wish i could hate you
everyone knows i've tried
what they don't know
is I still care....

I scream my frustrations
to the sky.

Desire's Addiction

Salt trails down my cheeks
where tears that dry remain
I long to feel you inside me
just like a moth to the flame

And addict I am
to your drug of love
Tempting me
Haunting me
Consuming desires
will they destroy me?

This need is great
I want you
I Crave tou

What in gods name have you done to me
I'm free
Or was supposed to be
Maybe though I can't be

I don't want this
just go away
and release me from this trap
of desire's addiction

The Light of Mourning

As night slides away
Chased back by the vibrant light of dawn
My eyes, they burn with sleep that was not
but my mind keeps moving on

So many memories fill me
I just travel down that lane
So many things we two have endured
and now it will never be the same

I miss you, I love you
this mourning deadens my soul
The empty void of grief makes me hollow
and I feel so completely unwhole

-for Amanda-

Grief's Battle

Sleep is fleeting
My Night is lost
Memories bubble up
as I lie here breathing

Pictures of a past once lived
flash through out my mind
good, bad, and unforgetable
Love's the tie that binds

What will I do without you
your smile and laughter is gone
Through this fog of fog of grief I fight
Trying to find a way to move on

-For Amanda-

Again

I held you in my arms
it seems a lifetime ago
Such a proud big sister I was
planning to teach you all I know

Different paths we chose to take
as those years flew by
Still though, we love one another
Even when we'd make the other cry

So many things I wanted to say
I had thought we had the time
But I was wrong my little sister
Your time ran out, with no real reason why

It was supposed to be all right you know
Like always
But now you've gone away
why couldn't you have stayed?

Your time here was not enough
too soon you were taken
Now I sit here alone as I write
all the while my heart is breaking

I love you baby sister
What more can I really say?
Except I know you love me
and your in my thoughts each day

Your in the Divine's embrace now
where you'll never fade away
The special rose that finally blossomed
the night you passed away

Keep my place up there for me
there's still reason for me to stay
While I sort through this pain, keep my spot warm sissy
Until I see you again.

-For Amanda-

The Call

I called your phone
but no one is home
I guess you've gone away

I just leave a message
at the tone
To say I'm sorry
and I wish you had stayed

I called your phone
but you'll never answer again
This is a courtesy call of a sister's grief
I'll just leave my message
at the beep

I Love you, I miss you
always know
I wish I could have told you so
I'll just hang up the phone.

-for Amanda-

I dream

I dream of a time
that the world cannot erase
the memories we share
the knowing that you are mine

I dream of a place
we'll go to get away
Where we can just be ourselves
and live

There is Always

There is always
Hope
When Life seems so hard

There is always
Light
When things tend to get so dark

There is always
Love
Just when you need it the most.